Greeting and Salutations, welcome to my blog and in case you had read my post before i tell you before hand it's a EMO's blog. Lets see this week is a BRAIN DRAIN week, although we have almost the whole week off from school, WE HAVE TONsesess & TONsesess of homework.

But on Wednesday we have our very own class outing, well we end school at 11.00+- am and slacked for like 3 hours. Then we sian to the cinema...WE WAITED AND WAITED AND AGAIN WAITED...HOWEVER WE ARE STILL WAITING....THEN AFTER 30MINS OUR VERY ""dear"" Mr Khan came 1.30 eh? HA only for students we should have known...however many went for their lunch...I didn't eat...cause i want to buy NACHOS with CHEESEESESESESESE...

OK...then we went to the food court to see alot ppl... And Mr Khan Blanjaed(i think its wrong) us ICE KACHANG(i knew he is against global warming). And yeah he asked me to buy him a drink... and it costed me 3 trip to the counter from the table a bearing of 90º....nvm cut the crap...

THEN FOR THE MAIN DISH→the movie...RUSH HOUR 3 I wanted to catch but not with 33 of my class maths :p. Actually it was GREAT!...i mean it la...REALLY...dont believe sua lor

(YOU GUYS ARE STILL THINK FROM THE START THAT I CRAZY RIGHT?)

NICE MAN...THE THRILLER-COMEDY was(actually is if i blog on that they) FABULOUS.

I guess everybody loved it. We faked anians and create a lot of noise. Well actually not, we are very well behaved eastspringians.

Then after the movie many people went home...they literally vanished...one second your in the theater went you're out they are long gone...

then is the Desert...WE went out...to pool...TIME FOR ME TO EMO

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ok lets see...i was happy after watching the movie damn hyper... even though, in a group i was glad she followed along...REAL GLAD

Little did i think the hatred for me had dunk so deep that not even one word was spoke the whole period of time.

Tired from the day, Boredness from the waiting and emptiness from her sunk deeply into my current emotions.

They dropped vertically from the top to the bottom...although i had some fun but it was not enough to bring my emotions back up.

Dinner was the worst...Although we sat at one table we are just 2 seats opposite each other...we even ordered the same thing( well many people did)...we spoke silence through the meal.

ANYWAY... The Mee goreng was FANTASTIC... spicy enough filling enough

(does not apply for Greg)

i ate to my fill...although i lost my appetite...I went of shortly after her with greg...as though following her... goodbye? NO!...silence greeted our departure...i muttered a soft bye...i didn't want to face the truth...but i had already accepted it as the truth long before.

i REACH home greeted with the warmth of the house i lived in 16yrs and showered trying to fill the emptiness in me but sadly the water didn't help...i talk abit with mike... it did help a bit...cause he was the onli one online that i could talk free abt to....

soon after that i slept...forgetting the worries and the depressness

***THE END***

Well....then the day after that we went to the airport...for wat?... PIA.... PIA wat?

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HWsesesesesesss

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the same thing for tmr note that the date is 11/8/07 today/ the day i am blogging

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so ENJOY READING THE EMO's BLOG^.^

Well, it has been a long time since i had blogged and a LONG time since anyone visited my blog.

Lame Right?

I should say many thing had happened during this period of time.

I had became good "brotherS" with mike and friends.

You know we share secrets...=P

I had grown more attach to the class and well...not many actually.

Like Reynold...KL..QL(hey it ryhemes doesn't it?)...

Then comes the problems....

Trust me it's not maths.

Its worst....Like 2 boats we are travelling at such oppsite direction.

It always seems that i am the one who is willing....not the other party....

we never meet....do we?

I would say i had hit hard on the sea bed just to find its not there.

So now what i got 2 roads.

Swim away or keep looking.

hard choice anit it?

Enough of the past.

Today....Well although its not about me and fish...but hey! who cares...

ITS GREG AND YUAN TING.......and that i noe somebody's gonna be hurt real bad=P

lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol...LOL...lol

you guys might not realise but i do^.^

Any way except 4 that.

CAN YOU GUYS LIKE STOP MAKING FUN OF US...I KNOW U KNOW THAT WHO I'M REFERING TO....

BECAUSE I WANT TO END THIS PAIN

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^.^

HOW FUN EH?

yo...i knew not may ppl would visit my bloog now that evey one is busy...but im still going to blog any way...boring day....nothing much to say about any way ....except that the Mr Ng is lame... i mean really... wanting to write another poem( or u might say short lines of crap) but just couldn't do much with the vocab i have....any ways hope u guys had or will in the futre read my sub nick and visit it

Hey I'm back! With the new skin i am hoping to face the new world with a new mood.
All my past had been sealed onto this skin...although it is not a masterpiece hope u guys would like it and ps my tag all that is abit screwed so ps! Gimme comments abt it i promise no hard feelings k?

haiz....it had been a long time since i had blogg again....and sice i am doing my new blog skin it will not be atleast after this week...so wait la^^

Today....SUX....
Today is so damn boring...
went to Alvin house to......
PIA MATHS AGAIN...
WTF....
Then of course there are always games session and slacking session in between....
then went home damn late.....
which was expected...
nothing really much happened today except that i didn't pay for my lunch....
i guess both the stall owner and i had forgot about money.....lame eh?

You know ppl say...
the older you are the more mature you are?...
i think that not correct...there are stages of maturity.
1st: pri 1 - 6, the first time you have to do little thing on ur own
but of course ur parents are always there for you.
2nd:Sec 1-4/5, you have to take care of your own well being.
You change drastically....physical and mental problems
ARE ALWAYS ARD YOU
3rd:Adult probably the most dread moment of ur life
you have to care for urself and ppl ard u u understand life.
4th:Death is near u....you have to learn to let go....
As there is lots and lots of thing u still want to do.

You will grow but u won't just become mature
its the way you learn abt life that changes u
You will always be childish...
But u will change to adapt.
THink abt it i dont there's anything wrong

Hey! yozzZZ!

Yesterday was a Wonderful day~!

Met fish 2 times unexpectedly

Lets see, first of all school was cut by 1 hrs 55 mins

ok i take it bak it wasn't that great.

Then it was going to white sands,

at the traffic light near our school,

i was like damn the traffic light wouldn't change

so i was oppsite wating and waiting

but who knows Fish came!

ok then at white sands , we walk for a moment and ate at mac and continued with our....

MATHS EXAM PAPER.

Then it was bring boring boring untill....

SPEECH DAY STARTS!

With Fish being the MC, it was not one bit boring!

but sadly i am not good enough to be beside her....

Well anyway....

Then after specch day i went to find XH...

And other friends or Teachers you would say...

but she pang say me..so i went to take a nap on the atrium

felling boring i sms QL...and guess what they haven go home yet....they were at mac

AND FISH IS THERE!

then had a great time watching the fun filled conversation at mac.

After that i went back to school wating to contune sleeping at the atrium

but saw kailin

Then we talk with her friend alll sorts of crap

then met up with the girls...np de la....

then nick...then we then to find the girls again.....

At t-mart....then we called and called wanting to meet but noooo....

Fate was in our way so we had no choice i bought waffle

And went back to school.

The Farewell night was just starting...

then we had a wonderfull time playing musical chairs, pop the balloon, pass the thing

ALL NP STYLE

then...

GUESS WHAT!

mvn i say la u cannot guess correct wan

I WON THE MOST UNDERSTANDING NCO AWARD!

that ard all that happened for yesterday later i might just post abt today gain!

Greeting and salutations to every one.

I had not posted for many days due to the unseen forces that had prevented me from entering my user name and password in vista.

but since i have reformatted already.

Now i shall talk about the weekend, although has pass like 4 days already.

Sat & Sun Day: Had great headache on both day.

so i spent my Saturday playing coming and end up rushing for sunday....WTH...

Monday: Nothing much scolded by miss sakinah.....

the rest of the day was quite ok

Tuesday: P.O.P tmr...woohooo...!!!!

But still got alot of shit haven do.

after P.O.P formation preparation,

I went to mac to do physice with a whole lotta people!!

Fish was there....wveryone was like eh buy somthing for "her" to eat la

which will end up into everyone elses stomach except her's.

And FOR HAVEN'S SAKE I KNEW SHE WENT TO THE TOILET BEACUSE I SAW!!
"Finish" the paper at around 6 so went home....so sad fish to a swim so can't catch up.

Maybe i should listen to mike...but i feel that this is different...maybe not?

Oh well!

Wed: BADBAD DAY

Please guys if you were to write 1+2 make it equal to 3 not 2.

For that i should have pass physics

P.O.P

ABOUT TIME WE STEP DOWN!

during the rehersal i did nothing wrong but

EVERTHING AHAS TO GO WRONG AT THE ACTUAL ONE!

ALmost drop the rifle....HEnG nvr drop.... hey good tension realxing method right?

Then to day....my FISH didn't come to school

(ok la not really mine but it makes me feel alot better)

wonder what happen?

Alvin was sick to day had that i am sian today if u come and disturb me

UR SO DEAD

face.

Now.. thats all folks bb!!!!

Since i have not been posting for so many days....
i would like to post again...
hiaz....this few days..IS BORING!!!
i feel that...i am getting to where....
you should know what i am talking about
Hiazzz.....
Maybe i should just walk away.....
But....it is painful....and i am feeling the pain...
A tip to all...
DOING MATH ESPICIALLY A.MATH IS A VERI GOOD WAY TO RELAX!!!
nvm u might not agree with this but o well i a very good way to release my problems!

hiazzzz...this few days is pratially BORING!!!....

Man....what can schooling do to you except for pilingwith homework

hiazzzz

Last friday i saw the impact of the ADAM KOO workshop...

alot of people cried girls espically...they went in happy go out sad ..wat the fuck is this

why make us suffer more?!?!

MAN ESSS IS SADDISTIC!

COME UP WIF THIS CAUSE IM BORED:

Lfe is full of regrets.

You will always regret what u do, as there will be somthing better to do.

Life is like a chess match.

If u move a wrong move there is no turning back.

Life is a race.

Only the strongest wins, all the others are losers.

Life is a ugly person.

Its never smooth.

Life is a examination.

It will determine if u pass or fail

Life is an egg.

It breaks easily.

I tired...so tired....will blog again...

i thank all of u

to be my fwends!

Well, today was a nice day i should say.

Everything went well,

after some deep consideration...i think what he said is correct

may be i should just relieve myself from the pain i have been asking for,

but i feel that this time the pain is more than just pain,

but i will give me more time.

I believe that all will be gone soon.

any way...EXCEPT for the maths part... i think every thing is good.

well...math wasn't that bad actually but ..hehe...just the papers....

Too much papers=sian=want to do fast=a lot of wrong at exam

see MATH AGAIN....4E1 is maths CRAZY!

CCRRRAAAZZZYYYY!!!!

OK....lets see i didn't blog for like 3 day...that's means.....no entries for 4 days....basically....there isn't much to write about... lets see:-
Saturday....nth much watch heroes that's all.

Sunday.....
actually there is something to blog about but there just isn't enough time

went to K-Box....at orchard....and WOW! the K-box is like on one whole floor....ok....sang many songs....loved feng lately...i dunno why but found it very nice

lol i ordered like tea...ok...it was expensive tea in a bag!
OK...has a fun time there....

Then came Monday....NOT a GOOD DAY!...this day sucks man!....some thing happen made me feel that...ITS NEVER POSSIBLE.....

Then Today, which is Tuesday:-

1. P.E. sucked today...ok...i am the one who sucked...feel that

I MADE FELICIA DAMN BUAY SONG!

OK lets skip that...

2. SS sucked too!!! we had a test...a surprise to me but not many others...

FAIL LIAO LA

3.Maths... its sucked as much...

BEING NOT ABLE TO DO FAST WAS A HUMILIATION!

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THEN WE HAD THE REMEDIAL **** THING....

not that i do not want to go...but i draining for all of us

to be able to study and absorb properly

IS NOT PILING US WITH WORK

THAT'S NOT A WAY TO STUDY

at least that's not for me? i think most people would agree with me

i know its a for our own good..but its still not the best solution!

4.when i reach home i could not even relax myself.

I WAS DAMN EXHAUSTED

think about it...com addict falling a sleep in front of his game...100% impossible!

THATS it for to today....hope our work loads get lesser!!XD

"Good" Friday hasn't done any good to me.

I am doing a really late post so i don't think anyone would read it till tomorrow,

but after reading various blogs.

I serious feel that actually Alvin makes most sense.

You know i am not a kind of person who is not reasonable,

OK some times i am but i believe i am not

...ZzZ..prasing yourself is not a good thing to do man...

ANYWAY back to the topic...maybe i do this to somehow release myself from the stress of some sort i am facing.

actually who doesn't feel different at a point of time in his/her life.

I am always trying to search for this excitement..or failure.

so that i can feel that i am once again alive...so that i can fall and stand up once again..

but i could really feel the scars left...Behind by my selfish acts....

SELFISH?

i don't know...i think its the appropriate word to use.

OK!..that's enough of me...i shall move on to my "good" Friday...

Woke up the same old way and i did the same old things.

But today I'm going to Bugis to hunt for nothing!

actually went there to refill my printer ink with my dad

after that we went to the flea market...on the way we spotted some really rare view

PEOPLE WERE FISHING AT THE LANG KAO(MONSOON DRAIN)

Then we went to Sim lim tower...to see buffers..speakers...spareparts...

YEAH there where a lot of things...like....crocodile clips in small big and gigantic sizes

then we moved on to the flea market...there were all sort of thing there...

from religious items to clothes to fan parts to screw to phones to HP to laptop to
PIRATED DVDS!!

they weren't that good but bought No.23 home to watch....then there were like porno vcdssss

i mean A WHOLE LOTTA THEM!

then we ate laksa...a good one...advertised on channel u and have a few awards with them!

then we went home fianally...on the way back we bought kao luck

(i dunno whats that call in english but is nice!)

Tried day but i feel its worth it^^...bye guys...

To tell u all the truth, i am actually very troubled....i am feeling vexed lately...that's y i have the time to Pia hw...to vent my anger...actually that helps al ot u know u guys should try it too...like if u dunno how to do this like scold the question..it beats scolding other people...as they wont scold back....and i would also like to put in the i most probably fall in to deeper depression....but the happy mask would always be put on....u guys will never want to know what is under the mask...anyway....nice day today...besides admiring fish ....pratice for my pull-ups...did fairly well...i should say....XD....then i manage to read Mr Khan's mind by doing 25 before he even told us to...ate chewing gum in class and Miss Sakina didn't even notice it untill the very last part.... o..well...had alot of thoughts today...like where is fish and ql and gaang going yiwei house why for wat damn reason....but nvm i dont mind! do i ?!..ok then 1616 whats does it means...new curse beside no. 23? dont't think so....hiazzz....Maybe i should go destress!!!
Please tell me if i were to be afarid what would i be afarid of....Falling...or is it the standing part

Hi all to those who is coming or had came to my blog.
Today i had a interesting time a school...although most of the time is admiring u know who
but today i had to see a different side during English...with the yoyoyo starting...but that isn't like her i guess^^....not the Felicia i liked but i still LOVED her alot....o..welll
Besides that, i had a fun time during like....ermmm i dunno...everyday school is the same but it just feels different with her there...XD Hey like its not my fault...life is full of up and down...and i just happen to be in the top 3/4 of the full length...^^....soon i would fall to the valleys but i will not die of that..^^

Besides that i would also like to comment about my the other good friend GREGORY!

If u ask me about Gregory..i would say he is VERY VERY LAME
Like most of the times!
lol i would get killed with that line!
But whats true is true...he like to make some lame jokes

Which some are quite funny...eh...maybe u will not find it that funny as I'm a funny guy!
Then i would say he is QUITE a childish GUY...maybe childish child
YOU KNOW GUY not = to childish XD XD

He like those kinda lame show...WHICH I RARELY WATCH E.G. pokemon...eh...power rangers
SOME TIMES!(only for power rangers..which he rarely watch...)

Then he like to criticize a lot....Like on songs, people and things...Like the current one
our E.math(-.-)textbook wrote something like

Do the whole question on a piece of graph paper.

He found that weird..eh? weird isn't it..??

HA...that's all for GREG going to update the one on Alvin now look at that!

o..well i didn't succeed in doing it.

So i am going to blog again....today topic is about Alvin!
We had been friends for 4 long years!

That is like 1461 days...Man the days we had...
If i would describe him...i would say he is quite a "cool" person.

Cool in a bad way......you know other people cool in a very cool way
but his cool is gloomy kinda of cool

Then he is quite lame person..i mean real lame
But i like to point out that Greg is lamer...seriously this is no joke..
although he could be quite hyper at time but that happen in once in a blue moon
He also could be a real dummy at times...notice the word times..it is not always...
He has quite a tight mouth...its hard to pull thing out from him...

thats y i trusted him.

BUT HE PROVED OTHERWISE THAT WHY DONT TRUST ANYONE!!!

o...yeah i think he is a very professional lover
NOTICE-> I THINK!
that's why he has been a nice friend for this years!

And plus the fact that he is very tight...there isn't really much bad thing about him to say^^
not that i am biased but i believe that everything i said is true.!

ok...i'll make today's blogging short and sweet.firstly i would like to point out that i am not a womanizer.i change target because i feel that to like someone is to give her all the blessing u can
and that i have done it as i being rejected i do not get depress or what shit...u know shit...and that is hopeing that she would find her happiness in the near future...i have done it too...therefore..I AM NOT A WOMANIZER!!!...i gonna do something to day...to make it clearer
to get the bottom line... to......o..well thats it the rest is up to u to figure out...XD

I am very frustrated this few days....i have thought a bout a lot of stuff...there is still a lot of thing i need to do...a lot of thing i have to tell her....i sincerely believe in faith....faith is the one that has brought to be so many opportunities so many time i have missed it....from today onwards i have nothing to hide anymore... i would now declare that i would give in my 100% my full power in order to push back any opponents...i will win i tell u I WOULD WIN!!!!! altought its not sure....even if i fall i fall with style!

You know i have been thinking about it for the day.

Everyone is wearing a mask.

The mask is just appearance to deceive people.

People who are gullible, who thinks that that that person under the mask is him/her best friend.

Those people who wears a mask are sly, too sly in fact.

This are the people that we must beware of.

The mask presents a good image but who knows who are they deep down in them.

They could be watching u every minute every second.

Who knows what could they be planning.

Be it who are the closest to you they could be the one that wears a mask, even you could be the one wearing a mask.

I believe those of a pure heart wears no mask.

Sincerely there only one person i really trust.

There could be a lot of people wearing a mask

Be it if they are weak inside and putting up a strong front

Or they are actually very strong but putting up a weak front

I believe that they a all sinister man with overpowering plans.

Haizz.....Today woke up at 6am....oh...god its saturday....but i still had to go for the soccer tornoment....oh..well did nothing at chun cheng high(i hope its correct) except for doing math chiong finish both the maths paper wohoo!!yeah that mean play day for tml!!!!....reach home thinking about stuffs...man.....how man?....oh..god tell me the answer!!!.....then after this i'gonna be piaing game...that means playing very hard....haha!!XD Heck care with the O'levels!!!!