Tiring day today...how do i put it?...first, English was a heart breaking period...we lost but nvm....Greg mentally insulted me nvm that to...but it was the important part was i almost forgot everything...oh..god...then for the rest of the day is 0% energy....go half sleep through the day.....u know i had thought about it very long time...Half of me wanted to tell fish the truth, the other half didn't but i really hate to see it this way....maybe if i had told her i wouldn't have gotten to this stage...i know it gonna be another fall its gonna be a hard one but i wouldn't give up.....trut me i wouldn't